Anda Unscripted
At 40, my life took a drastic turn. This is my unfiltered account of navigating the uncertainty of a career change, divorce, and a cross-country move back to where it all began. Let's prove it's okay to start over, again. Join me, Anda, an author, former park ranger, and breast cancer survivor, as I share insights from my adventures and embrace the unknown in a beautiful, chaotic world.
“I must write it all out, at any cost. Writing is thinking. It is more than living, for it is being conscious of living.”
The Horizon’s Edge - A Weather Report for the Soul
Walking the line between where I am and where I’m going.
There’s a storm on the horizon at Atlantic Beach today, and the wind is definitely starting to find its voice. But the tide is low, the air is crisp, and the beach is full of life.
I’m taking this time to truly sync up with the energy of the ocean. In just a few weeks, I’ll be starting my seasonal work with the National Park Service at Cape Hatteras, and I’m already feeling the weight and the beauty of becoming a steward for this coast.
The biggest lesson today? Gratitude. It’s so easy to spend all our energy looking at the "storm" of what’s coming next, but the real magic is in the seashell catching your eye right now. I’m thankful for this moment, this wind, and this path.
The Stillness of the Sound - A Weather Report for the Soul
Finding my breath at the Bogue Sound.
Today I traded the muddy trails for the sandy knolls of the Bogue Sound. The sky is overcast and the air is cool, but the water is the calmest I’ve seen in a long time.
Lately, I’ve been feeling the weight of the "unknown"—the big decisions, the local grocery store job, and the upcoming move to the coast. It’s easy to let the "what ifs" create a storm inside. But standing here among the oyster shells, watching the gray clouds hang over the water, that anxiety just... settled.
I’m realizing that I don't need to see across the sound to know I’m on the right path. I just need to be exactly where my feet are right now.
The Cleansing Path - A Weather Report for the Soul
Finding the clarity in the cleanse.
It’s raining in Eastern North Carolina today, and I’m officially leaning into the mess. The transition from winter to spring is rarely a straight line—it’s full of gray skies, muddy paths, and a lot of internal shifting.
Instead of wishing for the sun, I’m using this rainy day as a cleansing way to look at my path. I’ve been through a lot of "weather" lately, from ice storms to ever changing routines, and today feels like the perfect moment to let the rain wash away the noise.
I’m making sure the way I’m moving forward is the way that is right for me. Sometimes we need the overcast days to see our internal light more clearly.
The New Moon Planting
Planting intentions under the New Moon. 🌑🌱
This morning started in a thick, eerie fog—a literal tunnel on my way to work. It was a "steady" kind of day, the kind where you have just enough energy to do the job and do it well. But as the sun came out this afternoon, I felt a shift.
Tonight is the new moon, and for me, it’s the perfect time to get my herb garden planted. After all the storms and the "incubation" we've talked about, it feels right to finally commit these seeds to the earth.
The new moon reminds us that even when we can't see the light, things are beginning. I’m setting intentions for stability, growth, and the journey ahead to the coast. I'm moving from "weathering" to "planting."
The Rainy Replenishment
When your soul starts asking for rain.
The weather in Eastern North Carolina is overcast and rainy today, and honestly, it’s exactly what my spirit needed. I’ve been moving at a high-energy pace lately, but today I hit that "soul-level" tired—the kind that tells you your foundation is starting to crack from a lack of nourishment.
I’m realizing that if I don't take the time to rest, I’m compromising all the hard work I’ve put in over the last few months. We can’t manifest a new chapter if we’re too depleted to write the pages. Today, the rain is my cue to hydrate, replenish, and just exist without an agenda.
It’s supposed to get warm soon, and I’m ready for it. But for now? I’m choosing to be like the soil—quietly soaking up what I need so I can shine again tomorrow.
Weather Report: The Song of the Sun
Six species of birds and a foot of snow. ❄️🐦
The sun is finally out, and while I’m still wading through the aftermath of the snowstorm, my heart feels light. This "sacred pause" has been a masterclass in being present. I’m trading the stress of the schedule for the song of the woods. Sometimes being "buried in" is exactly what we need to find our breath.
Weather Report: The Sacred Pause
Today’s forecast: Lean into the stillness. If you’re stuck, don't just wait—reflect. Quiet the noise and listen to the silence. You’ve got this!
Weather Report: The Gift of Free Play
Today’s forecast: Trust your decision to stay safe. If the weather has given you an unexpected moment of 'free play,' take it. The world can wait until the plows come through.
Weather Report: The Perimeter Walk
Walking the perimeter.
After the ice storm, I went out to see what the gravity of the situation actually looked like. There are limbs down, but there’s also peace in knowing exactly where the hazards are. I’m choosing to stay warm and focus on my writing today—the cleanup can wait for a warmer sun.